nang minsa'y ako'y nagsenti...

yes, there was a time in my life that i felt totally in love. and a bit stupid, yes. but it's good in a way because love gives you the extraordinary feeling - feeling that you can do almost anything; in my case, write almost anything.

feel free to close the browser if you don't want to cringe upon reading this.

"nung unang beses pa lang kitang nakita, nagustuhan na kita. gusto lang kitang makilala nun at sapat na yun sa akin dahil alam kong hindi tayo magkaliga.

pero ang pagkakataon pinagtagpo ulit tayo. at natuklasan ko ang magagandang bagay sa iyo. pinakita mo rin na sa akin ang magagandang katangian ko - mga katangiang maski ako hindi ko alam na meron ako.

wala akong hinangad kundi maging masaya tayo pareho. kahit na ang ibig sabihin nun ay hindi magiging tayo. naiintindihan ko ang sitwasyon mo dahil hindi mo pa naranasang maging malaya. na kailangan mo munang maranasan ang iba ibang bagay sa ibang tao.

ayokong umiyak dahil ang ibig sabihin lang nun ay nilagyan ko na ng tuldok ang kung ano mang meron tayo. pero hindi ko maiwasang maisip na sayang dahil hindi ako ang taong nagbigay sa iyo ng tunay na kalayaan, bagkus ay nagparaya lang ako.

pero salamat at nagkaroon ng bagong kabuluhan ang buhay ko dahil sa mga nangyari."

everyone... repeat after me... EWWW!!! :-p

goodbye's the saddest word

i received some bad news from my mom. our pet, tanya, has passed away. she has been with us since I was in high school and has brought joy into our household. she has always been my dad's favorite pet whether he admits it or not. she's very sneaky and would steal food from our dining table when no one's looking. she's a neat freak, but always hated baths.

i'm just thankful that she passed away because of old age and not by some illness or accident. she will always be remembered and remain in our family's hearts forever.

farewell tanya.