done... finished...the end

i think i finally got the closure that i'm seeking from donnie (yes, the guy who must not be named). he kept on bugging me yesterday at YM and in my mobile phone so finally i agreed to talk to him, thanks to my beau for talking me into it.

he must have misinterpreted what we have as "friendship" where in fact, i'm getting rid of him because we're not actually friends. well if ever that was friendship, it's very superficial. i already have a lot of superficial friends so i don't need another one. the conversation was very civil, and so were our goodbyes. but the good thing is, everything was clear and that we can both live in peace. it would be very hard to deal with my current relationship if my past still haunts me up to now.

i'm very happy that my bf is very supportive in so many ways, even in dealing with my excess baggages. i'm loving him more and more, not regretting the day i said "yes."

the trouble with hello is goodbye

2007 started on a sad note here at work since two of our team mates have found a new company to work for. it is quite unfortunate to be losing such valuable team members at the time when we feel that we've gelled as a team and as friends. but it's something we need to swallow and accept whole heartedly.

ako man nagkakaron na rin ng pagdadalawang isip whether to stay or leave this year. pero ang sunod kong pupuntahan, hindi ko pa alam. my constant worries about my not so distant future always gets me to consider working for another company.

sana naman kung saan ako mapunta next, magkaroon din ng ako ng ganito kababait na mga kasama.

bagong blog sa bagong taon

isa na namang panibagong taon! nawa'y naging makabuluhan ang nakaraang taon para sa inyo gaya ng ito'y naging makabuluhan sa akin.

at syempre, sana mas maging maganda ang taong ito para sa ating lahat - sa kahit ano'ng aspeto ng ating buhay.

i just turned 26 a few weeks ago - maraming salamat sa lahat ng nakaalala't bumati nung aking kaarawan. may nagsabi nga sa akin, "welcome to the late 20's! matanda ka na rin!" oh well, age is just a number, i can always be immature if i want to, hehehe!

hindi ko alam kung ano'ng naghihintay sa taong ito pero nananatili lang akong optimistic and hopeful. so should the rest of us.

i'm looking forward to new things this year! para sa mga kaibigan at kakilala ko, nawa'y mag-krus ang ating mga landas (in a good way) nitong taong ito!